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Saturday, February 19, 2011

in search of a suitable reality.



6 months today.

learning to live with, the lose of a loved one, a close one.

the time that heals, the time that hurts.

it seems to come in waves, waves of strength, and waves of complete depression and lose and memories.

sometimes, the idea, to live my life for the one who left. to live each moment, with no regret and the learning from there life.

othertimes, the memories and haunting is so heavy, i have no motivation to live at all.

this is a process, this is life.

accepting death, accepting life.

it is a reality, something unavoidable. more garaunteed than having children, than getting a good job, than finding the most incredible woman, than most things in life. yet, it still kicks us when we down.

life is beautifull, life is sweet ,life is sour, life is life. we need to live it.

(a bunch of random thoughts, on this day 19th feb 2011.)

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