everyday...
for a moment...
my heart stops...
and i think of you...
more than i was...
the rest of the day...

and these thoughts...
confuse me...
and make me wonder...
how i can get those moments back...
or find the strength in these memories...
so that i can turn this lose...
into my personal gain...
into my personal power...
into my personal strength...

you gave me alot...
and you left me with alot...
and deep down you will always be giving me something...